I just don’t how to feel don’t know if it’s real/These feeling I’ve had for you since grade six mind says fuck patience/But when I try my legs get shaky like Haitians/The sad part is, I don’t even think you like me/The darker half of me says that you can bite me/I tell me friends I’m not interested but you can hear it in my lyric stanzas/I wanna tell you I love you I wanna tell you I want you/Man why does this feel like I Wished part 2/I wish I was an animated cartoon/I mean I love your hair I’m sorry girl I just can’t help but stare/Then I look in your eyes, I feel lost in the cosmos/ Then it’s right back to the pot smoke/I wanna give you my Heart and Soul/

Walk in saw you in the class room/All the pain from home went away/
Then you walk up to me and say “It’s over okay.”/I don’t know why but I said okay, the color left my body and I turned gray/I had a rough night; mom and dad had a drunk fight/I just wanted you in my sights/But the breakup had a silent killer I heard you left me for another/My heart broke into tiny pieces laying on the floor me weeping/You ripped it, you see this ass bitch you can kiss it/I was glad I was alone when I got home/I had a plan to kill her and him both/ So I asked my magic 8 ball it said “Kill them fools, you gave her your heart and soul”/

Left the house on my mongoose/Ripped out the part of me that was you/With a machete in my backpack, with some rope and a sandwich/ Guess who I saw kissing under the streetlights, now it’s time for a street fight/With a shiny metal bat that I pulled from my book sack/Whack em in the head, out shoots red/She starts shouting with a screech I have to just knock her off her feet/What I struggle dragging 2 bodies now let’s get to the good part/The machete chopping them into 10 parts/I think I’ll take the head last so they feel pain/And no one can hear you scream in the dark/Then I have to bury them so/Blade into equilibriums/Only bury the torso everything else I’ll take home/ And put their heads on a wall and tell that bitch how I gave it to her all/

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I’m fucking sorry/God damn you really think I want to do this/I’m not doing it for me I’m doing it for you bitch/Because my love is a rude gift/ And everything I say is a backhanded compliment/But everything I say I put my heart in it/I don’t know what the fuck I am but I’m a monster/I belong on the dark side locked away/On the moon no matter how much I want it to be just me and you/But you’ll probably go to a good place/While I’ve just sealed my fate/And I belong in Hells flames/
Burning for eternity/And I every word I say is hurting me/And it’s turning me to serial murdering/So I talk to my fraternity/All the ME’s inside my brain/I really do think I’m going insane/And I just want to be with you/ And every word that I say is true/It’s like you cause me to contradict myself with my words you/Don’t understand that this is hurting me a lot more than it’s hurting you/