Dear Lucy, how have you been doing? I’m glad you remembered me/Anywise I’ve been doing fine thanks for asking, yeah I’m still rapping/Blasting rap music down a busy street thinking about this new girl I met/She’s so sweet she doesn’t really know I exist but she’s still the girl I’m trying to get/Ha-ha you know what I mean and she’s got a boyfriend but that’s not something I’m too worried about/Oh and the other night I had a dream it was about me and her/ We had barley said a word it was weird I did something I didn’t wanna do I fucked her/Yeah-yeah you know what I mean it’s not that I don’t want to it’s that I’d be afraid to/It’s not that I’m scared I’m just aware of the dangers that lye there I don’t want to/ Not I unless I love you and I love her but as a person I’m not ready to fuck/ And it would be my luck that I would fall in love with a slut a girl they call a whore/ They say she fucked every guy in our grade but I still need to get to know her more/My love for her is coming out of my pores I just want to know if there is anything in store/ I still want to know if she’s just going to let me hit the floor or lift me up to the lord/God if he does exist in the sky I really hope he does and it’s not that hard to know why/I never felt this way in my life Lucy I swear I hope it happens this time/The way I fell for this girl is something special there was a flutter in my stomach and a break in my heart the day I met her/She’s the most beautiful girl in the world but I already said she has a boyfriend right/It’s funny I was going to go with them the park tonight but I stayed in to write/This call-er hoping it would make me feel better and I’m still hoping it might/ But right now I’m crying not because of this girl but because I’m all bark and no bite/ I talk all this crap but I’ve already lost this fight because she already has a guy/And she seems so happy with him and I really want to go and get high/But I won’t because I still remember the promise that I made to you/I wouldn’t do that shit anymore trust me please I’m telling the truth/
I really want to see you again I need someone to talk to all this shit is killing me inside/ This ride is crazy this all might start to get hazy cuz lately/ I’ve been thinking these dark thoughts those two are my friends/ And I know what I have but I want what they got/