I don’t want to be/I don’t want to be/I don’t want to be/Your Number 3/

I want what you got but I don’t want him in the picture/Your mister, mister I have a sinister plot I blister/My heart when I see that he had kissed her/I just want her to be mine; I think it’s real this time/This feeling I have inside fuck that guy/I hate being in line for her love I push and shove/But instead got shelved for somebody else I felt/Still feel feeling for her even though I heard what/ She said to her friends about me why me/Can’t she see that I bleed cant she care that/
I wear my hair and cloths a certain way to cover my face/I don’t just trace these lines on my arms they aren’t just drawn on/I’ve gone my whole life without feeling love/I’ve cut so much I don’t bleed blood, I bleed mud/I need some-thing I don’t know what thing I scream/Out loud sometimes I just wanna die no lie/
At night I think I might try and end my life/I cry into my pillow I’m s silhouette of what I once was/My love for you for you makes me feel like I can never trust anyone anymore this whore I have animosity for/

I don’t want to be/I don’t want to be/I don’t want to be/Your Number 3/

I’m there for her when she needs help/But when I need help nope back to the shelf/ Elf I melt right through my belt a puddle/A shell of my former self because I fell/Into hell with her and I’m left here to burn/Not it’s your turn I hate you disgraceful/ Actions ungrateful of my kindness fine bitch/How would you like it if I finally slit my wrist/ Fall blind less into darkness heartless you took it/Ripped it from my chest I can’t rest my eyes/Without an image of you appearing in the light/What the fuck are you to me, I can’t sleep/Without thinking about you I weep/I creep myself downstairs and cut myself in the night air/I’m not a fighter no matter how much I like her/I’m just a pussy with no balls no matter how mad I am when she calls/I have a smile on my face I’m a disgrace to men all over the place/Why can’t I learn to hate you happily? Instead of stacking my reasons up inside/I hide and you’re the reason why/

I don’t want to be/I don’t want to be/I don’t want to be/Your Number 3/

I don’t think you understand what you do to me/On a daily basis my hearts aching I’m wasted/ On the inside I’m shaking when you walk by/The whole time you’ve known my feelings you just walk by/All my life it’s been that way no one would stay/Everyone’s against me in some way all day/I’m cautious who I talk too I’m not gonna get burnt man no way/But with you it’s different I couldn’t not talk to you/Now all I do is think about you it’s true/What else can I do you got a boyfriend he’s strong/And he’s my friend and don’t get me wrong I send/ My best wishes to you two but I do really want things/To go my way or the highway at night I lie awake/ And think about how fake and a waste of time this whole thing is/ It’s all just a wish a glimmer of hope I hope/I can get through this road then a message to my phone/It’s from her she say (Can you come to the beach?)/I say yeah I’ll meet you there I needed some air any ways/

I don’t want to be/I don’t want to be/I don’t want to be/Your Number 3/