This all happened it was kind of like magic/They stuck me in this snobby ass school and told me to pass it/Then they called me a faggot just another fat kid/Like he has no reason to live we mine as well gas him/Shit they can chase him but they can never catch him/I’m too fast for them, I’ve got too much class for them/Picked on bullied and crunched it’s a must well that’s what/They say there’s no way its right to call a straight kid gay/I just need some space just in case I snap and kill everyone in the place, /Why do I keep saying that I’m not even stating facts it’s all just a trap/A coy I deploy onto the world and the people I be playing like they toys/Decoys with a deep voice, all of the shit that I’ve spitted/All of the words that I’ve written these pieces of the puzzle be missing/Some people love and they listen some people hate and be dissing/And there’ll all fishing for reasons to start bitching/I’m still here in the kitchen washing dishes/Fuck granting anybody’s wishes /This is about me not you. ya’ll really like that don’t you pulling shit that pisses/Me off ya’ll say anything ya’ll can think of to make me stop/But ya’ll aint getting to me like that man naw/Because I still have some deep dark secrets that I need to say ya know what I mean/

I’m disappearing deteriorating I’m debating on whether or not/I should keep making, music cuz nobody is caring about the raps I be baking/I’m breaking up inside I’m just one guy 15 years old faking/A smile when someone says my songs suck hating on what I’m creating/I work hard every day and its degrading when I’m stuck stalled/In one spot in this rap shit for like 180 days it’s like maybe/I suck at rapping maybe I should start skating like Lil Wayne/Maybe I should start dressing like a rapper wearing 2 plastic chains with gold plating/
I’m not raking in any dough and my ratings are low/And I’ve never been told that I can be anything anyways/But this is the one thing that I’ve stuck to for more than 5 weeks/And I’m weak cuz I’m not pleasing anybody’s ear drums I feel dumb/
Is this all a mistake is it not my fate at all to be great/If I announced today that I quit music would anybody say/“Hey why you gonna do that just come on stay and make/More music I know you can do it I believe in you”/The answers no and that’s the God awful truth/People are more likely to saying “God damn I wish that, that bitch/Would throw himself off of a bridge”/Yeah nobody cares about this piece of shit/They’d rather see me go away and die in a ditch/Suck a dick fuck you all you can all get fucked/Yeah bend over and let me bust my best nut/
Yeah I don’t what but I don’t need a fucking fan/

I’ll still record music listen to it by myself and be my own Stan/Shit it’s like nothing even changed cuz/Everyone’s trying to gain the same fame I’m trying to obtain in the game/Smoking Mary Jane and I’ll take the blame for the pain that driving them insane/And it’s the same thing that links me to the chain/The same reason that I’m huffing paint killing all the cells in my brain/It would seem like I’m just a stain on the world of today/I drown my sorrows in the flame and the blade that digs into my veins/While I’m sitting in the rain writing words onto a page/
I’m out in the open yet locked in a cage since a young age/Parents a little more than minimum wage spending it all on drugs and drank/Rekindle old flames get back onto that old train back into old claims/Even with all the guns aimed right at me with a million bullets contained/I don’t like this drama I’m untrained while the sky is cloudy/This is the type of shit you would have ever got out of me/But I guess you just did and that is my reality/